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Right! Okay, now let me see, where were we... Oh yes, the coming Earth changes, you want to know about them... so where to start, there’s simply too much to tell you all at once, and what’s the best way to do it... Well now, let me think some more...
What are stalling for, trying to find inspiration, you know all about what’s happening, are you trying to get my mind moving in the right direction, or WHAT!
Ah, that’s it James, bring out a bit more of that mother of yours - HURRY UP WILL YOU!
Don’t remind me, I can feel a very deep furry in my bones at how they treated me, but I’ll be fucked if I can bring it up. I can only just sense it, and during the nights I feel so irritated, so annoyed by it all. I’m praying and longing to the Mother and Father to help me see and feel the truth of it all, for Them to bring it up in me, but it’s like trying to get blood out of a stone. I’ve either got the lid so jammed tight on it, not wanting to know about it, or it’s so far down inside me I’ll have to be reduced back to my conception or something like that before I’ll be able to connect with it. I was talking with Marion about it, I feel like I’m a monster version of one of those Russian dolls, the ones that start small and fit inside the next size and so on. And each size and age I’ve shut off as I’ve moved to the next, so through my healing I’m being worked back into them, slowly becoming more conscious and aware of how I was back then. Marion on the other hand, has always felt she’s all her ages and times, they all being up in her now, she hasn’t blocked them all out like I have. So I feel like I need a few earth changes to shake me up, a good 7 pointer on the Richter scale to scare the daylights out of me. I was reading an article about a women who was on her bed having a rest during the time of the last big one in Christchurch, New Zealand; she said she was bouncing up and down on the bed. And large rocks were rolling down the hill crashing into the side of her house, which she expected to slide down the hill itself at any moment.
It’s all very well speaking about all these Earth changes and all the other terrible things that are to come, but we’re talking about people suffering and being scared to death. The ones who die quickly are alright, going into their spirit lives, but those left behind, shit, it’s enough to make you climb the walls.
What are stalling for, trying to find inspiration, you know all about what’s happening, are you trying to get my mind moving in the right direction, or WHAT!
Ah, that’s it James, bring out a bit more of that mother of yours - HURRY UP WILL YOU!
Don’t remind me, I can feel a very deep furry in my bones at how they treated me, but I’ll be fucked if I can bring it up. I can only just sense it, and during the nights I feel so irritated, so annoyed by it all. I’m praying and longing to the Mother and Father to help me see and feel the truth of it all, for Them to bring it up in me, but it’s like trying to get blood out of a stone. I’ve either got the lid so jammed tight on it, not wanting to know about it, or it’s so far down inside me I’ll have to be reduced back to my conception or something like that before I’ll be able to connect with it. I was talking with Marion about it, I feel like I’m a monster version of one of those Russian dolls, the ones that start small and fit inside the next size and so on. And each size and age I’ve shut off as I’ve moved to the next, so through my healing I’m being worked back into them, slowly becoming more conscious and aware of how I was back then. Marion on the other hand, has always felt she’s all her ages and times, they all being up in her now, she hasn’t blocked them all out like I have. So I feel like I need a few earth changes to shake me up, a good 7 pointer on the Richter scale to scare the daylights out of me. I was reading an article about a women who was on her bed having a rest during the time of the last big one in Christchurch, New Zealand; she said she was bouncing up and down on the bed. And large rocks were rolling down the hill crashing into the side of her house, which she expected to slide down the hill itself at any moment.
It’s all very well speaking about all these Earth changes and all the other terrible things that are to come, but we’re talking about people suffering and being scared to death. The ones who die quickly are alright, going into their spirit lives, but those left behind, shit, it’s enough to make you climb the walls.